A Few Poems By Me!, a couple from over the years! Options

[a-lee]

MAGETS

magets.
magets eating away at the tatooed hole in my heart.
Growing-never stopping.
The pain lives on, tearing my flesh and soul apart.
yet it doesnt hurt because i have become amune
but that doesnt reduce the rotting
The tender smell that only one who cares can smell.
Unfortunatly i'm the only one who can smell my decease...
Magets.
Trying to survive like any other being.
I tried to survive once,
but now i'm feeding others because no one could hear my cry.
I cried many a time.
So high pitched only dogs could hear.
But everyone knows reality
Everyone knows the dominent species
The dogs tried to save me plenty on times...
But what took over?
Magets.

[a-lee]

Some Kind of Crazy

How do you know what to keep
and what to throw away?
Should I change myself just to fit in with family or friends?
What do you do when your the odd on out?
Is there any possible way to speak my mind
with out being picked on or laughed at?
I feel like I dont belong
whether I'm from another country or another world.
I know my mind in unique and not like many
but why cant people respect my individuality?
Me, must I change myself to be taken seriously?
At school I am one kind of crazy,
wacky and fun, but that will never be respected.
At home i give honest opinions and speak my mind..
In the real world i'd get respect but
in my world
all i hear is laughter all around me.
And you know there is something wrong when
your family seriously thinks
your insane.

[a-lee]

Music Is Me

Music.
my love, my passion, my dream, my life.
Music is the only thing that makes me free,
the only thing that lets me be who i am.
The only thing that can make me cry
the beautiful tears
I have been holding back so long.
The only thing that allows me to express my feelings while
making others happy or proud.
The only thing that can let me change peoples lives
as I gradually change my own.
It allows me to take flight.
It allows me to move at my own speed.
To run with my heart in the lead.
Its the one thing that lets me tell you how I feel.
The one thing thats puts my energy toward something positive and so organic.
It's my walls, the thing that keeps me sane.
I can tell you a story,
touch you with out physically being there.
It's the thing that keeps me in check and keeps
others off of the streets.
It makes me strong and widens intelect.
Instead of giving into peer pressure
like you want me to, I'm at home
writing songs and singing my heart out.
Because its my passion, my dream, my life,
my rock, my wings, music is me.
And I'll do anything to acheive myself.

[a-lee]

Love your Rock and Let your Leaf Fly

Strength is joy
and joy is strength.
you own both
like a rock
unlike a leaf blowing in the wing.
Free as that leaf but
never compared.
Not just my rock
but others as well.
Speak to me with clearity
so lucid and natural.
Give me a dirty look
so I know you care.
Yell at me, let me have it
so I know your still here.
Pass the rock from hand to hand.
Crumble that leaf
and let the peices fly.
Hold the stone to your heart
and never let go.
Clean the dirt
to reveal a smooth, gray surface.
Love your rock
and let you leaf fly.

This post has been edited by a-lee: May 13 2007, 02:38 PM

[FloridaGirl]

Awe!! I love them! Whoa...that hole in the heart thing is kinda creepy!! I hadn't even read your poems yet - which are really good, by the way.

[a-lee]

i know! that is weird!
and thank you very much!
my fav. is the rock and leaf one...i dont know why...

[MANDA!!!]

AWESOME JOB A-LEE!!!!!!!!!! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif)

This post has been edited by MANDA!!!: May 14 2007, 09:34 AM

[a-lee]

thanks

[MANDA!!!]

u welcome A-lee!!