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If you want to know more about me then check out the interests for it tells you about me.
Been a victim of begin bullied, so I shall not be interacting anymore.
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Megan C
Martina Expert
21 years old
Female
Calgary, AB, Canada
Born Jan-16-1986
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I would like to tell you all that I deal with depression which isn't easy at all. I also deal with a learning disability and cerebal palsy. I have been through alot of pain over the years, but am a good person once you see what is beyond these issues. I wish that this pain in my heart would leave me alone and that these tears wouldn't follow gently from my heart and my spirit. I have had my heart broken by so many people that I don't know if this pain will ever truly leave me alone, ever. I have struggled to get to where I am at and I have nothing to show for it. I have struggled to get where I am at and know I feel like as if I don't have anything to show for it. I am going to live for long as I can. I have been bullied and judged, even on the forum.
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Favorite Martina Song: Everybody Does- Martina McBride
Favorite Martina Album: Waking Up Laughing
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Local Time: Dec 25 2007, 12:50 PM
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13 Dec 2007
Hey there everyone,
I was wondering if you guys were ever a bully or were ever a victim of begin of a bully? I know that I have been and it wasn't an easy thing to deal with at all. I still have the scares from it to this day. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) I had thought that it wasn't fair that this should happen to people out there, but unfortunaitly it does happen and it happens a lot. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/angry.gif) I don't get the reason why there has to be bullies in this world. Here is a bit about me: I deal with depression which isn't easy at all. I also deal with a learning disability and cerebal palsy. I have been through alot of pain over the years, but am a good person once you see what is beyond these issues. I wish that this pain in my heart would leave me alone and that these tears wouldn't follow gently from my heart and my spirit. I have had my heart broken by so many people that I don't know if this pain will ever truly leave me alone, ever. I have struggled to get to where I am at and I have nothing to show for it. I have struggled to get where I am at and know I feel like as if I don't have anything to show for it. I am going to live for long as I can. I know that one song that helped me through the hard times which was: Don't Laugh At Me By Mark Willis.
11 Dec 2007
Hey there everyone,
Just to let you guys all know that I shall be taking a leave of absence from the board for the next little while, not to sure when I shall be back, but I shall be back. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/dry.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/ohmy.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blink.gif) I need some space away from here for a little while. I was going to ask for some help on something, but I don't think that I will. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/dry.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/mellow.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blink.gif) Take care, Megan
7 Dec 2007
Hey there everyone,
I was watching the local late night news when I had heard about the victims of the mall shooting in Omaha, Nebraska. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/ohmy.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blink.gif) I am asking each of you to keep these families in your prayers for this difficult time. It will not be an easy thing to deal with, because the holidays are coming up and they will have one less person at the Christmas table this year. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) Please keep a prayer for the people in Omaha as the try to deal with the grief from this horrible event that took place. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) Also can you please keep a prayer for the soldiers and there families who have loved ones over seas during this holiday season. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) I can not imagine what it is like for these families to have someone over seas, I hope that many will be able to come home to be with there loved ones. Happy Holidays, Megan
4 Dec 2007
Hello there my friends,
I wanted to share a poem with you all that I had written to say goodbye to an angel friend and it is all to share it with you all. I hope that you guys will know how much you've meant to me and I will always love you all forever. I wanted to share a poem with you all, but that shall be all. Take care always, Megan
Goodbye My Angel
By: Megan Sweet We laid back and let it all flow out the topic of trust never once had a doubt, for within my mind and heart as well was an image and vibe as clear as a bell. You were very special to me and more I had a feeling inside I never felt before. A trust so great and strong I wanted this trust to take away all the wrong and return to me a mended soul. My mended soul would then release a new angel beside the other one and together we would stroll the heavens, our times are over and done but with peace in our hearts. For we have then won the battle within and now we rest for created we have a personality twin, Think alike, talk alike, say the same thing. It is time we are to ascend for we have reached the territory of a best friend. But friendships break even the best of ones then all me have established becomes undone. Your job as my angel is then complete because you have left me with only my pen and sheet. I am now forced to record what I feel to something unlike you and I, it's not real. I'm talking to myself, every single word I write to paper but what I'm saying goes left unheard. All this because of you my angel, you are no longer beside me though I beg and plea our friendship just wasn't meant to be. But do not worry my pen is doing fine For within my heart our memories will always stay, Forever... Because a part of you will be with me always, to forget you Never...
4 Dec 2007
Hey there everyone,
I wanted to tell you all that I have recently learned of some exciting news for the Canadian signer Paul Brandt and wanted to share the good news with all of you. I have recently learned that Paul Brant will be a dad for the first time pretty soon and boy is he excited about it. Congratulations to Paul Brandt and his wife Liz on the great news. I am so happy for them both. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif) Happy Holidays, Megan |
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somewhereMegan please get some professional help. I understand the depression that you are going thru...if you don't get help it will begin to deeply affect everyone you are around and love. It may ruin the friendships that you hold very dear. If you need someone to talk too I will be here to support you but please get some help. 14 Dec 2007 - 10:32 andrwdmpThinking of you too. Physical therapy starts today. The government relieved me of a huge financial debt yesterday because of my disability!! 4 Dec 2007 - 2:59
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