Having The Worst Week Of My Life!

Ok, I really need a rant and I feel this is really the only place I can do it. My week has been terrible, on Tuesday I found out that my Nana has cancer. Which I already knew because she had breast cancer last year, but she thought she'd beat it until she went to the doctors about sore legs and they sent her to the hospital because her liver was swollen, it turns out that the cancer has spread to her organs. Now we have to wait till Wednesday to see what's happening, whether it's the case of how much time she has left or whether or not it's treatable but it's not looking good. I never in my life thought I'd feel the way I did when i was told, because I've been expecting her to die for such a long time - which I know sounds awful but she's been an alcoholic since the age of 20 and is now 66 so to me it was like a waiting game, but for cancer to be the thing that may kill her it was just like woah.

Then I've been arguing like crazy with my older sister, who I'm incredibly close too. She's visiting from Scotland, and we've argued every day since she arrived and she's going home tomorrow and I just feel awful!

Last but not least, I'm having boy troubles. Isn't that just the icing on the cake? I've been dating him for about 2 months or so, and I just don't know what I feel for him at all and it's driving me nuts!! I've gotten the courage to finish things with him but then he says he really likes me and I just feel really guilty and don't say anything, and it's just making everything feel worse. I told him about my Nana and he didn't really do anything to comfort me, aren't guys suppose to do that? I dunno, I've never really dated (IMG:http://martina-mcbride.com/martinaville/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) My head is just all over the place at the minute, I feel under so much pressure and I'm scared I might fall to pieces soon.

Proud Aunt For 4th Time!

My sister-in-law gave birth to a healthy baby boy about 1 hour and a half ago, he weighs 7lbs 14oz and is called Alfie (IMG:http://martina-mcbride.com/martinaville/style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif) I can't wait to meet him! He is my 4th nephew, and the 2nd to be born this year. I'm so excited it's unbelievabl, I'll post pictures later on :]

Faith Hill Online Store

So I know there are quite a few fans on the board, and hopefully you guys can help me. I've been wanting some items from the store for over a year now and I can finally get something (IMG:http://martina-mcbride.com/martinaville/style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif) What I was wondering is, I'm from England and do you get taxed on clothes and stuff? Sorry I'm not sure if that makes sense, hopefully it does.

Keith Urban Fans

Hey there,

Basically I'm new to Keith's music, and I know there are quite a few ''monkey's'' here at MartinaVille so I was wondering if you guys could possibly reccomend some good songs for me to check out?

What Sort Of Things Do You Do?

I was just thinking of the silly little things I do involving Martina, and I was wondering what you guys do?

I personally dream a lot, I’ll go onto to Ticketmaster and search for tickets and I get all excited when I see how good the tickets are but once I get to the credit card bit I get brought back to reality lol it sucks! That’s just one of the things I do on a regular basis, my Dad thinks I’m crazy (IMG:http://martina-mcbride.com/martinaville/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif)

Edit: I have a feeling this might be better off in the polling place (IMG:http://martina-mcbride.com/martinaville/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) Could someone possibly move it there if it's better suited? Sorry, and thanks in advance.